there are some things people just don’t talk about
like how even in the sun it feels like darkness.
no one talks about how even after you get over your physical withdrawals
you deal with mental withdrawals.
I can’t relapse again.
especially not now.
Did anybody else get interviewed for the La Dispute tour dvd?
I’m talking to my mom about my step mom (whom passed away almost two years ago) and she is telling me things only my step mom would know and I’m crying really hard and she messaged me “Ma says no tears” when the only way she would know is if she was, in fact, here. I’ve always held it together around my mom. I don’t care if you believe in this stuff or not— but there’s no way my mom could be lying. I know now that all of those times that I randomly feel her, all of those dreams that she is in, and all of the times I randomly smell her when I am no where near anything that could smell like that: I know it’s her. For the first time in nearly two years I feel at peace.
I love you, Ma. Forever and Always.
Fairbanks, AK. Aurora Borealis.
I just got home from 10 days in Alaska. I took some photos I’m pretty proud of and put the best ones in my print store (http://summersprintstore.storenvy.com or the button at the top of the page ^) take a look and pick one up if you like it. All photos are 18x12 and cost $15. Thanks so much!